Sunday, August 09, 2009

Really feel like not blogging anymore
Lazy, lazy and jus lazy..

I have abandoned this blog for months
haha:)
Anw, for the last 3 months, I was busy wif my full time job at Takashimaya as a shoes promoter
something new and fun dat I tried
Definitely there were fun times and oso the boring time which I could almost fall aslp..

Sometimes in life, when u tink dat it's the lowest point of life, it might b a turning point for u which u can start a new chapter of life.
Yes, I also agree dat we should fight for our life but I tink evrything has been FIXED and SET by God so no matter what we have done, it would still follow your destined pathway..

When I was asked to stop workin from tcc due to the stupid student pass, I thot I would die of hunger for that period but everything has been in place..
I hev a few shows that could last me for that period or even to let me earn some money to go Bangkok. I hev meet a lot of nice ppl that helped me wif the full time job so dat I can apply for my PR. Really when I recap all these things, it seems like a nightmare to me at dat point of time but now I jus noe it's definitely for my own good.

Actually I'm always blessed wif a lot of nice and good ppl around me.
But I'm always lack of luck..
wad luck? I oso dun noe

For example, my scholarship application
I had gone through 3 rounds of selection and shortlisting for SingTel scholarship
I was very happy when I was even shortlisted for the so called "Final Final Round" to have an interview wif SingTel's CEO and oso their HR Director.
I thot it's jus simply an interview to get to noe more abt us ( last 3 shortlisted candidates )
But in the end, they just backed up without awarding anyone.
Is it fair to us? We hev been spending 3 months plus to go through all those shortlisting process and now all of us didnt get.
I was shocked when I found out all the last 3 candidates including myself didnt get the scholarship. If I didnt get, then I'll admit that I'm not comparable or I lost to the other candidates but now, I totally dun understand WHY!!!

I have admitted dat my life wouldn't have all those "luckiness" or "fortune"
I jus need to fight for myself and I noe out there, I'll meet nice and kind ppl who are willing to help me, to assist me whenever I need help.
Really thnx to all those kind ppl.
I really appreciate it..

10:35 PM